Ah, I see, well I allow myself the luxury of thinking
that I deserved the tickets, after having travelled
from Holland to Belgium on 20 September, getting up
at 05.15 hours or something like that, in order to
call with a telephone card from a phone booth in
Antwerp for tickets for the Antwerp show on 13 Nov,
knowing that there would be a chance of only 1 in a
million or so that I would succeed, two hours by
train, two hours back, no luck of course, but at
least I tried. So, now that I got tickets for two
shows in Amsterdam, no I do not feel embarrassed at
all, although I AM sorry for everybody that did not
manage to get tickets for the shows. But I do
understand your point Marco, yes, one might feel
embarrassed I suppose. But I don't ;-). So, I am not
saying I deserve the tickets, I'm saying that I allow
myself the luxury to *think* that I deserved them ;-).